tu est mon amour de ma vie

Man alan daram sare class in posto minevisam. Alan ye groupe dige dare presentation anjam mide. Saat 12:35 pmBazi oghat be khodam eftekhar mikonam. Midooni chera? Chon daram too keshvari dars mikhoonam o zendegi mikonam ke 17 saal az zendegi hich azash nemidoonestam. Hata Zabanesh ro. Alan oomadam dar kenare kasayee dars mikhonam, kar mikonam, class presentation midam ke ya inja bedonya oomadan ya inke zire 10 saleshoon boode oomadan Canada. Oonvaght mane poroo na tanha mikham karayee ke oona daran anjam midan o anjam bedam balke mikham behtare oonha anjman bedam Emrooz ye presentation dashtam ke darbareye ye case bimari bood (Psoriasis Anthritis). Ghablan ham anjam dadam vali nemidonam chera emrooz kheili eftekhar kardam bekhodam. Shayad ham kheili ravoon o khoob banoodam (man az hichi razi nistam hichvaght!) vali vaghti fekr mikonam ke ba vojoode che moshkelati be inja residam baes mishe eftekhar konam bekhodam.In rooza halam kheili khoobe bezanam be takhte. Ba parteam kheili khoshalam o doosesh daram. kheili vaghte fahimdam he is the one. Ye hese omid daram be ayande, chizi ke kheili vaght toye man morde bood. Hala bebinim chi mishe tu est mon amour de ma vie...

Alan saat 1:45 daghighe sobhe va man az key mikham dars bekhoonam vali ta shode kare enjtebai anjab dadam az jomle khoondane poste haye ghabli in weblog az aval Ba khoondane tak take postaye ghablam motevajeh shodam jayee ke alan hastam arezooye Kiarokh 5 saal pish boode. Kheili kheili hamechi taghir karde vali chizi ke hanooz tooye man namorde talash bayad zendegie behtare.Alanam ke kasi to pisham daram ke ahdafesh be man nazdike o pa be paye man talash mikone, mifahmam cheghadr zendgei o talash baraye behtar kardanesh mitoone ghashang bashe.Kheilia az asib haye roohi ke man to in moddat keshidam khabar nadaran. Nemidoonan ke cheghadr zarbe khordam bad az rabete ba kasi ke didesh be zendegi mesle man nabood o cheha be man gozasht ta betoonam kasi ke zendegim shode bood ro az zehnam pak konam. In dar sharayeti bashe ke befahmi cheghadr gozashtan az to baraye taraf rahat boode vali to dar ranjo azab dashti misookhti. Kheili kheili sakht bood o khoshahalm ke ta hadde ziade behtaram, harchand baz hanooz yadesh mikonam o social mediash ro negah mikonam, shayad chon yejoorayee delam mikhad befahmam chiakr mikone, va che zamani karma soraghesh miad.Shayad ghabl az in ke ba namzadam ashna besham, fekr mikardam zendi be akhar reside. Vali alan taze mifahmam ke cheghadr khoshalam ke rabete ghabli tamoom shod va man ba shakhsi ashna shodam ke az hame lahaz be man nazdik tare o man ro mifahme. Kheili kheili khoshalam ke dar kenare ham dige hastim, khoone khardim o baraye behtar shodan h tu est mon amour de ma vie...

Khob mesle inke cheshm zadam zendegimo:)) Emrooz oomadim mashin lebas-shooyee roshan konim ke ab az sinke ashpazkhoone zad bala :| Be ye nafar zang zadim biad dorost kone vali mesle inke ba fanar inja jaban nemide o bayad bakhshi az divaro tabaghe payeen ro beshkafan ta loolaro dorost konan. Gheimat dadan $2500 + tax! Badbakht shodim beghole partneram "har dam az in bagh bari miresad"Manam doshanbe emtehan daram o aslan nemitoonam tamarkoz konam roo darsa. Badanam beham rikhte kolan. Soba mikhabam shaba bidaram ta dars bekhoonam. Omidvaram ok bashe hamechi. Mamanam chand roozi oomade pishemoon ke yekam khialemoon rahat beshe va vaghean mamnoonam azash ke ba vojoode rahe 2 saate miad pishemoon. Vojoodesh alan kheili baese arameshoom shode o nemidoonam age nabood ba in hame feshar chikar mikhastim bokonim. kheili fadakare mamanam o kash yeroozi betoonam jobran konam barash Alan bayad beshinam dars bekhoonam rajebe autoimmune conditions. Khodayee hal nadaram vali chareee nist :( tu est mon amour de ma vie...